Heal Your Trauma

Some psychological barriers or something—trauma. You know, people who’ve experienced trauma are disconnected from their true self. So I recommend soul retrieval, where you go back to the moment that you had this split.
Sandra Ingerman talks about this. A lot of shamanic traditions talk about—you integrate that part that was split off in some kind of traumatic way, and you integrate it back into yourself, so you become a whole being that’s capable of pursuing your passion.
And if you’re split for some reason, it’s hard to stay in focus because not all of you is present. Some of you is living in the past. ‘Cause when you’re traumatized, part of you remains in the past at that moment of trauma. And you have to call that part home through recapitulation or soul integration or journeying or RSS.
There’s a part of us—and we all have pieces—but when enough of that is stuck in the past, it’s hard to move forward. So you have to—that’s the first part. If you can recapitulate yourself and bring yourself into some closer semblance of wholeness, then you start to drop in. You just don’t know what you want to do and you’re confused and you’re—you know, even doing drugs is a distraction.
Because, you know, when Bashar says “follow your highest excitement,” it’s not about doing drugs, which splits your consciousness off. I mean, sometimes people need that if they’re so stuck. But most of the time they’re stuck because they’ve been traumatized out of their own original self.
When you tap back in somehow to those moments in your life and pull it back home, then you’re filled up with something that, um, gives you the drive to pursue your unique individual ideas, passion, skills, excitement—whatever you want to call it. But it’s something for you. Whatever that is.
And I had to do that too. You know what I mean? You know, my mother was a little crazy. And, you know, there was a lot of stuff that were not fun. And, you know, I—I remember there was a—I was obsessed with science fiction, and my sixth-grade teacher said, “You can’t read any more science fiction.” And it’s—it’s—was like—that was a trauma.
It’s like, “What do you mean? I’m learning so much!” Like, parallel realities and all that. And he was just, you know, some dogmatic person who thought they were doing the right thing. And—and—and they weren’t, because they weren’t listening to what someone who was passionate about something was doing.